Well hello there its certainly been awhile since i posted on this! haha Well as the title suggests it finally october which is my most favorite month of the year, not jus because my birthday is this month i just enjoy halloween and the start of the beautiful fall season <3 also me and Shaun's 7 months is this month :3
Well im excited for shaun's upcoming birthday, cause i just cant wait to give him what i got him. i really hope he likes it which he will. Hard to believe we'll both be 18 this month, finally legal adults, in a way its exciting and in another its scary, it calls for so much more responsbility, luckly we have eachother to lean on. Shauns like my BFF he just gets me like no other, and we love eachother with ever fiber of our being. its a real great feeling having someone like him. :3 I got to meet his brother yesterday, and we all went out to eat at big boy lmao ((insider)) "i want some big boys!" Amber will know what im talking about lmao!! anways that was real fun yesterday. Im so happ for his family they seemed so much happier that he was back :D.
Well hopefully here oon Shaun gets his license and we can go where ever we want, we plan on going to the field of sceams sometime this month, i cant wait, ima make him get in the front! and hes like lemme get my poopsack for when i shit myself lmao! Any ways turning 18 is something i've been waiting for for a long time! To me its a symbol of freedom ut also its kinda scary, means life is finally real ima have to start working and paying bills and yada yada. I believe i can do it, ima have to if i plan on moving out wth shaun after high school, I believe its safe to say tht both of us hate living wit our parents and we wana get away as soon as possible. call us stupid but if only u knew. I know my mom threatened to kick me out about 2 weeks ago, so i must hurry, i gotta get shit together cause even tho shes says she didnt mean it i still dont trust her, i can't handle all these hateful vibes from her, i dont wanna be like her and i wont.
Anyways im sure ill be posting on here again sometime soon. Theres gonna be so much going on this month :D Shaun if u are reading this which u most likely are I love u soo much baby and I can't wait for the things that are ahead for us :3 i cant wait to live with u and spend even longer or even forever with you baby. Your the only thing that keeps me going babe <3
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